May Be
May be It is not fair. That I choose and want to choose only the fair. Maybe it's cheating - That I want only what is beauty, the good, the unrealistically positive, the goodness in humankind. Maybe it's fraud to some souls, but I want it. Maybe some will say, "In this world of pain and wars, killing and hurts, its a luxury to be withdrawn the way you are and just be blind to the dark and to dare to have the luxury to be a dreamy-believer is a betrayal" but I say - I would be blinded till my last days if that makes me peaceful. Abundant. Resourceful. Loved and Loving. Successful. Maker of my dreams come true. Winner. Honoured. I don't need to be so authentic that makes me hurt myself. I don't need the truths that make me feel like all the good hopes are but lies. I really really really don't need to be that kind of strong. The strength that comes from suffering and breaking and pain and betrayal. I don't need that kind of life lessons which are learn...